V: Good afternoon, it is lovely to see you.

Q: It's nice to meet you.
Can I ask my questions ?

V: Yes you may.

Q01: Ok so my questions will be mostly around this experiences I have had recently about healing and going to different kind of healers. On this planet, and somehow I have a very negative result, from those experiences like in my energy, and in my physical body as well. That I am not quite sure what is actually going on, maybe first I can just ask you about, maybe you can tell me what is actually going on, in my physicality, in my energy, from the result of those all those like healing sessions I went to.

V: Yes, your body is communicating with you, currently to transmit to you a message that at this moment in time, your mind, has not been, ready to hear or accept this message is the same that you are asking of us at this time, for you still do not believe yourself to be able to transmit this message to yourself.

Q: And what is the message ?

V: The message is that you do not need any external healing, that the healing that you are seeking, in not only within you, but already accomplished, it is a matter or perspective, and shifting this perspective will shift the experiential circumstances that you are currently witnessing and participating in.

Q02: So what is the quickest way for me to actually shift into my healed healthy version ?

V: We sense that there is a tendency in you to want the immediacy of results, and is it even reflected in your question "What is the quickest way ?"
The quickest way is to slow down, paradoxically in this type of situation, and to listen to what is being communicated to you, in a direct form, if that is in the case of physical pain or disturbances, fatigue, weakness, or some other light or drastic debilitation, to your day to day life, it is a call for listening, it is a call for staying with that sensation, and a call for the understanding that the desire to dismiss the sensation itself is a desire to escape from the healing itself, you know that this is not a clear topic, for the majority of those of you on this planet with this particular theme at play, for when one is in pain one does have the instinct to escape from it, or to change it, in some way, however once one realizes, that the pain itself in the ally in the growth, of the direction of eventually being in a purely healthy or healthful body, with no pain in ones experience. One does not need to escape pain which will always be a partner in the physical life, but one needs to transcend the idea of pain to the point where pain is not seen as any different from any other sensation in the body or outside of it. It is simply sensation.

Would you like to describe your current situation and struggle with the what is, the sensations you are currently having ?

Q: Sure, well a my kind of experience and the sensations that I am having, they are not quite only physical pain, but it also feels like the loss of hearing and seeing and almost it is like, my brain is not functioning properly, and I have no energy, I cannot do anything, yeah, and kind of like not being myself, at all and sensing almost like all the other peoples energies, but not my own energy, and it's like kind of losing my sense of self internally, so it's a very difficult experience for me.

V: What is the fear that surrounds this experience ? What would happen if you lost your sense of self ?

Q: Well it kind of already happened, like I am experiencing as if it has happened, and it doesn't feel true to me, I cannot be in this world in this way, because it doesn't allow me to be on my purpose and it doesn't allow me to be who I am, and yeah to be on my mission.

V: Why doesn't it allow you ?

Q: Because it's almost like, [15:3615:36 ] closing my capacities, my abilities, my talents, if I can't even just be on my own, I can't help people currently, I don't work with people because of my situation.

V: And why is it you can't be on your own ?

Q: Because of this like this [dis-balance ? 16:05 16:05] in my body, somehow I am being very restless, and not able to relax, so I even have to take pills to sleep at this time. Because my body just can't relax.

V: What we are seeing in this description and also in the symptoms that you have proposed, are that your body has gone through a transformation, your body and your mind, your mind and your emotional body, have gone through a transformation, that has brought you to a level of frequency that you were not accustomed to, and your mind is attempting or is struggling, with the adjustment to this new frequency level. The descriptions of the whys you cannot serve, or why you cannot sleep or why you cannot do one thing or the other are not actually experiential, to you, they are what your mind is telling you that you cannot do. We do not believe that you have yet experienced or experimented with your new vehicle, your new state of being, with it's heightened abilities, we do not see them as disabilities, we see that perhaps you have had a healing modality, that has activated certain parts of your physical and emotional and ethereal bodies, that we not quite ready, and of course they were ready because it happened, but were not quite ready, or your mind was not quite ready, to accept or understand that change, on a level in which the change was made, you mind is trying to understand the change from the level of the mind, as it is, and we are not a group that will disregard the mind, or tell you that the mind is not valid, for it is in integral part to your existence in this realm, therefore what we will suggest to you, is to relax, there is nothing to fix, and from that space of relaxing we would invite you to begin to experiment, with your new vehicle, with the intention of forgetting your old vehicle. So, the old vehicle, was perhaps a regular human who had regular sleeping and eating patterns, and had regular ways of hearing the world and seeing the world, your new human vehicle perhaps requires less sleep, or more sleep, or sleep at different times, of the day, perhaps requires different foods, to sustain it's energy, or perhaps requires less food, and on the third level in terms of perception we invite you to investigate, if you need be, with you medical professions, but we would not suggest that at this time.

But your hearing loss, is not uncommon in the case when the ethereal hearing, has been turned on in a being, because it is not actually hearing loss that you are experiencing, it is that you are hearing more and because you are not able yet to distinguish between what you are hearing in your physical reality, and the new sense that has come online, it seems to your mind, that you are hearing less, because there is interference with the physical sounds, that are around you, does this make sense so far ?

Q03: Yes.I am just really not sure, like I like what you are saying about my new vehicle, and things like this, but it's not my experience, somehow I am still a part of doesn't believe it and ah, yeah it still feels to me as if something wrong has been done to me and something wrong has happened.

V:Well that is to be honored, if that is the feeling that you are having, then you must at this time honor that feeling and if it is the case that you need to stay with that feeling, until is passes as all feelings do, then we encourage that as well, we do not encourage rushing through, something in order to get to some other state that one perceives to be better.
For in whatever state you are in currently, in you are in the perfect state, for you, if is it feeling that something is not right, then one would do well to practice the thoughts that even in a case where there is something completely wrong, and very obvious to you, that completely wrong thing, is leading you to the highest version of yourself, at all times, whatever it is that is making you feel that there is something wrong at this time, is simultaneously leading to that healed version of you, this is the path to your healing.

Q: Can you elaborate to that a little bit, I am not sure I understand quite how to apply this, how to actually use my current state or beliefs to turn it around, and to use it for my healing.

V: Yes. The good news is you do not have to do anything, this is a fact of the creation of 'all that is', in that, wherever you are, whatever system or situation your find yourself in, is always the best, always the best situation for you at all times. This may not seem to be the best, on a human level, but on a soul level it is, always the best, situation. And this applies, to all beings in all situations for in everything is perfectly orchestrated, even your own reaction to it, is perfectly orchestrated. So if you find yourself in a situation and are not able to tap into the energy of this is the best possible situation for me, you can at least tap into the energy of my emotions and not believing this is the best situation for me, are the best situation for me at this time. That gives you permission to have the emotions that you are having, to have the thoughts that you are having, to allow yourself let go of any sort of efforting towards letting go of the thoughts, which is the first step, and once you can accept that these thoughts are there, for example, the thought something had gone wrong, or something has been done to me, or something is not in my control, et cetera.
Once these thoughts are accepted by you as what they are, which is 'what is', they are simply the thoughts that are existing in your experience at this time, and even if in your reality, you believe that something has happened to you, well even that something that has happened to you. Is simply the experience that is happening to you, at this time.
So it levels the playing field so to speak, in that it makes everything of the same importance. Once you have accepted 'what is' which in your case is the belief that you feels something is wrong, if you can accept that, not that something is wrong, but that it exists that you have this belief, then it will have the same importance of you thinking that you would like to eat an apple. And at the time that it has that same importance, to you in your frequency in your field, it will feel the same as I would like to eat an apple. And as you can feel, that at this time, it doesn't have very much energy behind it. So when the thought, something has been done to me, has the same energy levels of I would like to eat an apple, you are already very free of that thought, are you not ?

Q: Yes
V: Yes.

V: Yes, this is not negating that something has happened to you, or that something is happening to you, or that you should not honor your feelings, we are saying that your feelings should be honored, but back to the topic earlier, to honor ones feelings, one cannot rush through them, so there is no quickest way to healing. [25:24 25:24]

Q04: And what is healing in your, like how would you describe what healing is ?

V: Well we would describe that healing does not actually exist.
For there is never anything wrong. It is only the idea that there is something wrong that needs to be healed. Everything is always perfect, and cause for celebration, even though there has been so much conditioning, on your planet, or in your people, or in your history, whatever you would call it, to make you all believe that there is always something wrong.

Q: Uh hm so is it all about just basically shifting into different parallel realities ? All the time. If there is no healing. If there is nothing to fix. but the experience itself that we are having, that we can change it to a different experience if we would wish.

V: Well you do wish, so is is not a question of wishing hard enough or altering oneself in order to access that, the way we would explain it, and yes we are, and have used and do use, parallel realities, is an accurate terminology in our understanding of this timespace continuum for you. We would explain it more along the lines of, there is a current reality, your current reality where your perception, is ever so slightly, shifted into a reality where you understand that everything is perfect, the moment you understand that everything is perfect, it is clear that no healing is necessary for what is necessary is 'what is'

So when one uses teachings that discuss parallel realities, and are hoping to alleviate pain or suffering, by shifting into reality where pain or suffering do not exist, we would like to remind you, the only reason why pain and suffering exists is your reality is not because the circumstances are painful, or suffering, it is because your are perceiving them as such.

If you were comfortable with being restless, you would not be taking medication to eliminate the restlessness to be able to sleep. Is this not true ?

Q: Yeah.

V: Now we are not saying that it is incorrect to do so, for we will always encourage you to use the permission slips that you need to have the best experience that you can here at this time, but the shift, is not so much in parallel realities, into sort of another version of you that is not suffering or doesn't have a condition, or is not unwell, it is more a case of shifting your current perception, in this moment.

Q05: So in a way, I cannot really control the reality I am experiencing, or my physicality, I cannot really change it in that case, I can only change my perception of it.

V: And the follow on would be is as your perception changes, of that situation, the catalyst that it's providing, is no longer necessary, in your reality, and reality will follow suit. This is why many teachings say, choose your preference, choose your reality, choose what you would like to see in the world, it is not so much because there is a buffet, and you are choosing that thing and then eating it immediately, it in because in your choosing of no longer needing that catalyst, the catalyst is no longer necessary, in your experience.
So the suffering leaves as a side effect of no longer suffering. [29:34 39:34] Do you understand ?

Q: I think I do, it's a bit hard for me to understand actually, but I am trying my best.

V: Yes, You will we have faith.

Q06:: Can I ask you about black magic, and does it exist ?

V: Yes.

Q: And what would be the way to not be influenced by black magic.

V: You cannot be influenced by black magic, if you do not see, this magic as black.
We are not saying to embrace, anything that goes against the free will, of another self, as a practice, for we do not see that as conducive towards understanding unity, however if that is your choice, or if you are in contact, or believe yourself to be in contact, with entities or beings, who and this includes human beings who practice or would want to use elements of control over you, the fastest, if you go back to your propensity for speed, the fastest way to integrate the ability to no longer be affected by them is to accept that they are serving you, in some way as well, once that gratitude for the service that they are providing you, by providing you with a catalyst or catalyst examples, or experiences, is integrated, the catalyst is no longer necessary, it is the same discussion as the preceding one, in some ways. Do you have a specific example you would like to talk about ?


Q: [31:43 31:43] I don't really have a specific example, but just someone told me, one of the healers I went to, they told me that I have black magic being sent to me constantly and so that created fear in me, and so that's why I am asking the question, about how to not be affected.

V: Well we will add to that, that the main intention of those who perform black magic is to instill fear, and therefore having fear of it is the success of the magic itself, for if you are in fear, you are losing your power, your empowerment, the ability to be in power of your experience, and of your life and self. The best way to counteract black magic in that case, if there is someone who is deliberately sending it to you, is to send them equal or higher levels of love. You love the hell out of that person, or that person that you cannot see, and their black magic is completely ineffective. It cannot be.

Q07: And does this method in a way of sending love, apply to everything else including physical discomfort ?

V: Yes

Q: uh huh, Ok, thank you. Let me see.

Q08: I also wanted to ask you about trauma and experiencing PTSD, as well as like again what is the way to heal from that ?

V: Again it will be staying with it, in the case of post traumatic stress disorder, as you label it, there will be communication from the body itself, as to what is the most healing practice for you, we then suggest, somatic listening, to the body, finding that space that is triggered when the trauma is thought of or a memory is triggering that emotion, and cognitively ask the part of the body what it wants, it is not stored in the body, persay, but the body is a helpful guardian, of the elements of the self, that want to be reintegrated, and seen for the beautiful parts that they are, your ability to feel trauma or to feel pain, is beautiful, what happens, is someone is hurt, they feel that stab, or they have that experience, and they feel that pain, and as opposed to allowing themselves to feel it, they are frightened by it, they think that that pain will destroy them, the truth is however that the pain will not destroy you, and that by feeling it, you become even more beautiful and even more human.

Q: uh huh

V: To protect oneself,you close, until you have the wisdom or maturity, to be able to open that door, and feel that experience in it's fullest, therefore being able to be available also to other selves, in the future.

Q: So in a way, it's built in the capacity to be with the experience.

V: yes.

Q: And in a way, from everything that you are sharing with me, in a way I see that, there is no need for any external tools or methods or external help of any kind and the person can themselves heal themselves, in such way. Yeah ok.

Let me see what other question I would like to ask you.

Q09: Well it's still what I mentioned in the beginning, about functioning of my brain, as I experienced, currently it's been a, very much less a capacity of my brain, to think in any kind of way, and I am wondering, is this as well the experience, I just have to be with, or what's actually happening.

V: We feel into your question, [37:23 37:23] and we would like to, answer in two ways, the first is:

We suggest for you to feel comfortable, with what is happening, you may need to have, what you would call a professional opinion, tell you that there is nothing wrong with you, we know that this is the case. we believe that you would like that confirmation, and so we will not tell you not to get that confirmation, but that we don't believe it is necessary.

The other part of the answer is that your brain, is rearranging in the same way your senses are, to become more expansive, much of humans thinking, capacity is used in erroneous ways, we say erroneous only in that we see them as in not as efficient as other ways, but are perfect at the level that we are discussing. When the brain is, lets say expanding or not, so much the brain, but consciousness, is expanding, what tends to happen is things, like memory and thought or the ability to think on command, as per society has asked one to think on command, are less available than higher faculties,of thinking such as intuitive knowing, in an transition period, between when this happens that someone consciousness is expanding, at this level, there may be confusion as to why someone cannot all of a sudden remember where they have placed anything, or they cannot answer a simple question about their past, or they cannot simply answer some trivia fact that they are sure that they knew moments earlier. Much of the cognitive experience in humans, is related to memory and it is not that you cannot think it is that you do not remember, this is because the memories, whether they are your personal memories, or memories on facts, are no longer necessary for you for your understanding and survival.

Q: uh huh, For me,

V: It is uncomfortable, perhaps and at times saddening, and confusing, but we assure you [40:16 4:16] that this is expansion.

Please you are going to ask something.

Q10: Oh yes, I was wanting to ask, because for me it also feels that all my intuitive like vision, like knowing my heart, my third eye chakra, they all have been closed, that is the experience that I am having, I am not able to feel or see how I used to feel and see. And think in like those creative imaginative ways, so it feels to me that it's not just what you shared previously about, [memory, ??? 40:57 40:57] that's necessarily the case, but I am wondering about all this, like imaginative capacities, that somehow now I am not able to use at this time.

V: We understand. We would say then that the ability to stay also with that, and understand what you are being taught by having them taken away or seemingly taken away at this time, means for it is possible that, you have identified with, those abilities as a person and the discomfort you are now feeling [ 41:32 41;32] for not having those abilities, is the lesson in itself, we do not feel that you are unprotected, or that you do not have abilities, in fact we feel that you are a natural healer, and that you are on the path, simply that, there is patience, and a calm that is required right now, because the idea that you have of yourself does not match with the who you are becoming,

Q: Yes Thank you, this make sense and it feels good too. To hear that.

Q11: And you have been mentioning something about new body, new abilities, that are being maybe activated right now for me, is there anything you can share about that or how can I access that or start to incorporate or use that, or grow into or become that version of me, in my body, in my mind, in my energy.

V: You will need to adopt the energy of complete surrender, the acceptance of not knowing, for you have a deep desire to know, but you are being asked to not know, at this time, and there is some anxiousness in you to be able to be available or to be able to serve, or be able to do something for others, we would say that this anxiousness is unnecessary, for even you in the version of yourself that believe yourself to be inefficient at this time, you believe yourself to be less somehow than what you were, or needing of healing, et cetera, this version of you is as much service to the collective as any other version of you could be, this version of you is exactly what is required at this time, this version of you that will undertake, [dare,here 44:10 44:10] we say passive healing experience, is what is required, because as you come out the other side of that experience, with the knowledge and the love space that will have gained from having this challenging period, as you called it, you will be more of service at that time, and that time cannot be rushed, and it will not be long, but you need to allow yourself to feel whatever arises and be who you are in this moment.

Q: Yeah that is very beautiful, thank you for sharing that. Ok let me see what questions I want to ask.

Q12: So in a way I called in all of this experiences, which I presumed to be negative, of with all this healers, recently, but I actually called forward those experiences, to be able to go through this transformation in a way, so

V: yes absolutely,

Q: Uh huh, ok.
I am also curious and as I have been in this like, very difficult space, for myself, I have been contemplating on actually taking my life, and somehow this question, I want to ask about if I actually would to do that, what happens, with, not with my soul, but what happens after, [46:05 46:05] that and am I able to then reincarnate if I choose to ?

Or that, like because I don't know exactly what happens after we die, but I know that we never die, and I was just like curious and contemplating as what would have happened then, is there a chance for reincarnation of it's a not really, uh, I don't even know how to ask this, but I guess it's still going to be up to me and my choice of what to do, so in a way I would be in control, or there is something that happens that I am not in control of.

V: Well this is a very interesting question you have just asked, for you said 'it would be my choice', 'I would be in control' , or would there be something that I am not in control of, so we will propose to you, a counter question, of if that is the case in your life in this current moment in time, that it is your choice, that you get to choose whether you are in control or there is something in control of you, then why would you need to end this life, to then be born again and have all of the potential pitfalls of, going through childhood, where you are completely out of control, and not able to take care of yourself, in any way whatsoever, to then get to the age of whatever it is, your age in now, you seem young to us. And to then perhaps find yourself in exactly the same situation, how many times would you want to do this exact same situation again, before you turn around and say, actually, no this time, I will actually choose to be in control completely, I will let go of every belief that does not feel good to me, I will let go of every relationship in which I do not feel good about myself, and I will put myself in a position where I can be the person who I want to be moment to moment. That is how to end the cycle of pain, but if you would like to roll the dice because you would feel like you would like to gamble, you may of course at any time roll that dice, and see what body you are incarnated potentially in the next time. There are millions of people on your planet, who have not fared as well as you have circumstantially, we are not saying that they are lesser, have lesser potential of having fantastic lives than you do, that is not the case, we are simply saying that we do not see that it would be to your advantage to start an incarnational cycle again from this point and time, and it would perhaps be more to your advantage to listen to your inner being at this time, and continue with this life cycle, making some significant changes, only because we see how wonderful things are for you, and there is an element of you with which we are talking who does too,

Q: yes, that's a very beautiful way how you expressed it, and it's an interesting point about being in control and how I want to be in control and I feel that I am not. Well but, yeah to me, my current situation really does feel like I am not being in control of it, of and not being able to change is, which is why I am asking all this questions, to gain maybe a different perspective, on what's happening, so in a way it is, growing in my confidence, about being in control of my life completely, is that it.

V: yes, and you are and you said it yourself, you said it's your current experience.
We promise you that experiences change from moment to moment, but tomorrow your entire world could be completely changed, and your current experience will be complete irrelevant, you will be freed of your current experience, in replace for some other experience. We advise always, that people slow down in terms of how fast they are thinking of what is happening, in this moment now, for there really is no way to know what is arriving for you tomorrow, for everything that arrives if for you, we will underline that, as well, for you tomorrow, could be a completely different experience without you having to force yourself to jump a timeline without having to force yourself to change your relationships or practice some sort of ritual to get rid of negative entities, you entire experience could change tomorrow.

Q: Uh huh, so there really is no need again I feel like you answered this question, but the really is no need for external healing of any kind.

V: No there is no need for external healing, of any kind, you are 100% capable of your own healing, of the situation or the experience, the physical experience and the emotional experiences that you are currently having, and the way to heal that the fastest as is your favorite word, way to heal that is to be with it in the same way that you would be with a small child, if the small child said I have a stomach ache, you would not say oh here, get out, go away, I can't be around you. [52:21 52:21]

I mean we hope you wouldn't. ha ha

But you might, what you would do instead would say, oh, come I will rub your stomach for you. So you rub your own stomach, you care for yourself in that way, you sit until the feeling passes, and it will pass. And the physical sensations will change, and your cognitive ability if you do not feel in touch with your intuition anymore, this will return as you get quiet and listen, ask it, why did you go, the answer may be, simply let you know that you don't need me. You really are self sufficient and in control.

Q: Oh, Thank You.

Q14: Let me see for next question.

I am not sure exactly how to ask it, maybe it's not really a formed question yet, but I do feel some, you know a contraction of some kind. In between of desiring to completely transcend, this personal self and be in purpose, to humanity, and then somehow I feel that this goes a little bit in contradiction to my desire for personal relationships, and to be loved and for my personal needs to be expressed, to be met. Somehow that, yeah I am not quite sure if it does contradict, even each other, or its both in service to me an I should have, not should but it's good in a way to embrace my personal self and then my higher self, if we can call it that.

V: Yes, when you listen back to this in recording, you will listen back to this question, and you will hear the way that you described the first part of the question, and the second part of the question, the first part you described how there was a contradiction between these two elements, and in the second part you described the way in which they merge together.

You will be able to hear, if you close your eyes, that the energy in the second description is speaking from a place of truth within your being, and is speaking with a smile even in the energy of your being. The first however where they contradict and they have to choose between them, is quite melancholy, therefore reading your own energy we would suggest that you find a way to integrate both, and accept yourself for wanting both, for it is absolutely acceptable, it is beautiful and it must be the reason why you came here.
If it is what you are desiring.

Q: Yes, yes, this makes sense. Uh huh, ok. Let me see,

I feel like I asked most of the questions I wanted, but let me just see if there is anything else.

Q15: So in way serving humanity, would be included in me being happy and like in control of my life, and doing the things I love.

V: Yes,

Q: uh huh

V: Do you have some idea that it would not be.

Q: Somehow I have had this idea of who I should be in a way, of in a way I do need to transcend all the personal desires in order to be, in full service, in order to be transparent to god.

V: You are already transparent to god, god knows you intimately, exactly as you are.

Q: So its probably my assumptions about 'what is of go'd and 'what is not of god' that is actually creating this confusion in me.

V: Yes it is an assumption, coupled with a worthiness type of confusion, there is a belief that you are not yet worthy of god, but it is not the case, for you would not exist if you were not worthy of god but it is not the case, for you would not exist, it you were not worthy of god. God does not create what is not worthy of it.

Q: And all of this currently my experience, all of this negative not only sensations but also like emotions and things that, it almost feels like it is completely not me and it's from someone else in a way, all this like aggression of some kind, and some of the things that are completely not native, to who I am, they don't feel aligned, but all of those things that they are also in a way they are not blockages, basically I think that is what I want to ask, they are not preventing me from being transparent to god, from being loved, from being in control and moving forward in my life.

V: Yes, they are not blocking you, you will find the way to understand that, and allow yourself to be, for when you begin to allow yourself to be with whatever is, in this moment you begin to embrace it, and understand how it has been serving you, when you understand how it's been serving you, it no longer needs to serve you and therefore on it's own accord, leaves your experience.

Q: uh huh, and is it something for for me to figure out how it's been serving me, or can you maybe help me a little bit.

V: You can just stay with it, it will tell you itself. You can ask it, you can use your imagination in very very real ways, because when you ask a question, it is answered, so the next time you have a sensation, of one of these symptoms that has been occurring, or these sensations that has occurred to you, you may ask yourself. You may ask it, what are you here for ? Why are you here ? Invite it, to have a cup of tea with you, spend some time with it, and try to understand it's point of view, what is it here to teach you, you ask it, you don't have to figure it out, like it's some sort of external element to you. You can actually use your imagination to converse with this element, and the responses that you will get, because you will get responses, will be if not perfectly accurate, at first, eventually as accurate as it will get, to giving you answers, for the lessons you need to learn.

Q16: Yes ok, and some how I do feel I have this idea, its not like a feeling, I feel like I have had it all my life that something can be holding me in a way, something, that I am not choosing, can be attached to me, or control me, or and somehow I am not able to free myself from something. Maybe you can speak to this.


V: Yes, then turn to that something, we hear in your language, or the language that you are using, that you have never actually confronted this something face on, so the next time you have a sensation, of this holding, of even right after this encounter, you may turn to this holding whatever it may be, and ask it what's going on ? Tell it what you want, which is to not longer be in the contract, and thank it for everything it has taught you up until this point. For it has taught you. This sensation of being held or being out of control or being not able to do what you want to do, has been teaching you all along, so, when you confront this sensation, and say listen, you are no longer serving me, and you finally see it for what it is, you may find out it is not as big and scary as you thought it was. You may find out that it has been your best friend all along.


Q: uh huh

V: Which we know in reality, all things are,[1:02:42 1:02:42] so we would like to leave you with the knowing that there is absolutely nothing to fear. You are not being controlled, you have the power to take back the control that you believe to have given away. That your phantoms are not illusions, they are real for you, and therefore they are real and shall be honored by you. With the respect that they deserve, until you ask them in your own sovereignty, for release and this can take as long as you need, to build up what you believe you need as courage, to do. But we assure you, there is nothing to fear.
And that on the other side of this work, which isn't work, its more of a surrender or a release on the other side of this, you will know this in your bones, for the rest of your life.

Q: uh huh, thank you so much. This has been a pleasure to connect with you today and have this conversation.


V: It absolutely been our pleasure, and we leave you with the light of a thousand suns, anainai.

[1:04:08 End of Session]